Why don't you kiss me like you did on that April afternoon?
You held my hand, your left, my right.
Why can't you hold me beneath the stars and moon?
And tell me that everything will turn out alright.
Can I apologize once more, so then it will stay?
I'm sorry for it all, and would surely take it back.
Everything way perfect, when on the grass we layed,
but to tell you I was wrong would take all the courage I lack.
So here I go again, pouring out my heart.
If I could change it all, here's where I would start:
I'd never let go, when it was time to leave.
and when you asked my feelings, my heart would be on my sleeve.
I'd kiss you lik
I want you back.
Clear?
My mundane life has led me to your doorstep.
So here I am, handing you my heart.
You hurt me once before, but I choose to pretend that people can change.
I'll lie to myself to get that feeling in my stomach when I hear your voice.
I'll forget you ever hurt me if you just let me in your arms a few more seconds.
But I beg of you...
When I reach your front door, please turn me away.
Current Residence: My house.. In the middle of the street Favourite genre of music: umm....hardcore punk...stuff like that. Favourite cartoon character: the little mermaid Personal Quote: "if winnning is like losing then im winning everytime"
Favourite Visual Artist
Davey Havok
Favourite Movies
Fight club or Identity
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Bane, Senses fail, My Chemical Romance! yeah babee
Stop pretending like you care... <3
School is soo incredibly stressful.
"I've had it with you, and Mexico can fucking wait..."
"... And I will try to fix you"
"If secrets never change, then I'm easy to replace..."
A few excerts from good songs.
fill this out.....
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? and why not?
15. Do you want me, and if so in what ways (friend, boyfriend, fuck buddy, fellow ninja, etc)?
16. If you had me would you ever
Well...... i havent updated my journal in a while.....nothing exciting has happened......im in highschool now...... yeah that pretty cool i guess..... but i feel so little so that kinda sucks... umm..... still no boyfriend.... im too much of a loser.. and guys ....well......they are mean.....i dont like them anymore...... they piss me off........geez.....if any guys is reading this..... i'll just give you a suggestion.. if you ask for a girls number... actually use it! haha ok....well thats all for now......... bye